For me to become both of them are good, since I will get more knowledge. Sometimes to get knowledge, we need to sacrifice something especially money. Me, myself not comes from a rich family, but Allah never stop people who have desire to learn more and more. So, I was grateful when I got a chance to learn, I'll grab it since I know it won't happen twice. But sometimes most of friends didn't really want those rare chance because their reason is busy, don't have time and also not really good in those things. That time I feel like "Come on, guys! Be mature". Even a baby need to learn how to walk consistently.
I remember my lecturer said before to me, "if you want something, then get it or do it. If you don't want to, then don't get it or do it."